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I'm a dancer! Lol, Tracy's sister gave us a super easy dance to do for our performance, whoohoo! After dance class, I was quite hyper for the rest of the day.
This weekend I bought and read A-List and Bridget Jones's Diary. I'm such a book nerd. I looove Bridget Jones's Diary, it's one of those books that one can read over and over again. It's one of my faves now =) It's not entirely like the movie, but I enjoyed picturing the characters as the actors (Hugh Grant, Colin Firth, and of course Rene Zellw... can't spell that) Oh, as Rea said in her xanga, "3rd times the charm!" I finally made it into NHS. WHOOHOO! Many people complain about college and such on their blogs. Hrm.. I am quite the opposite. I want to go to college, experience new things, and possibly become succesful. I know that in order to do this, I'll have to go through the lengthy process of SATs and applications. Jeebus guys! The only place where success comes before work is in the dictionary! (Cheesy, but well applied!) Father offered me money to lose weight, hrm, is that a hint? After reading Bridget Jones's Diary, I wondered about my friends and if I had any that were as supportive as hers. Then I began to wish that I had at least 2 close friends. Although I often pride myself on being self sufficient and able to function well without others, I think that this time, yes just this time, I need some support. I want to be able to let myself soften up, let my guard down, and be the 'immature teenager' that my peers seem to be (no offense, it's not a bad thing). I want to be able to complain about minute things about life without being judged. I want to be myself and not put up the front that everyone sees on a daily basis. Yet, if I were to do those things, I don't think that anyone would be there to catch me when I fall back to reality. Sad thought, yes.. but no one has proven me wrong. |
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